sort of a track from a Live recording excerpt...




very demo-like and lo-fi
one-take improv recording
am quite new to the whole producing and composition thing.. been improvising with voice and sometimes machines for some time and yet making some beats with a drum machine not so long.. i feel passionate and excitement about it so decided to upload even the lo-fi and not very finished feeling ones... gotta start somewhere! ;)
also recently lost a good friend in the music dj producer scene whom was a maestro who had been around in the event and playing scene since the 80s..
will not mention their name here however I remember one of the last conversations I had with that friend and it was about not being too careful all the time about the critique of own music. I think criticism and critiquing oneself is veeery good however the topic was also about still even if there are things to critique and even if there are a lot to critique about what the self has just made... also about still uploading it or releasing it so that the self can the move onto the next thing and also to be shared so that the community critique and feedback can be created and not being scared of it and being grateful about the possibility..
the world is going to the shits it seems and some or a lot of things we seem to care about sometimes seems so minor when we take a step back... i have decided i will share more and more music as I make every time some improvised recording and so on... because none of us know when might have been the last day or evening we would be spending before the death comes in this physical existence... so I would rather have shared some or many or what I would call not ready or complete or imperfect(this word is very weird I do not use it usually but just putting here for reference of the vocab that people use to have some common related feeling perhaps...) may be... I will have been happy to have known that I shared as much as I can without the fear of it being not so crisply made or so on and so on... I am certainly not against well produced tracks it blow my mind away hearing such vast amount of amazing musiiic everywhere... who knows... just because you or I and any one of us had shared that imperfect mix or a track or a demo, that might have made someone laugh or cry or even yourself even when by that happening might have been the fact that that music would have saved somebody's life... or had made them not be violent anymore or could have contributed to people feeling the release of frustrated or dis-eased emotions and would have been the thing very necessary anyway!
anyway! I do want to one day if my life would let me, be producing music and have learnt it and so on! So let me share with you an excerpt some minutes from a 47minute-ish...drum computer recording i made yesterday... as I said above, improvised and not planned and also spontaneous as I had decided some minutes before ah why not let's plug in and play!
Also this is not a mixer desk recording either... just put the recorded in-front of the amp I was having the drum machine plugged into...
I don't know if anyone would have read thus far let alone anyone would have clicked on this link...buuut anyway, whether you had flicked through words quick to have got to this far or had read until this far... wishing you a lovely day/ evening/ life... be health and take care in these craaazy times... not that it was not crazy before... it is just that the more of that did not feel that the world was weird before are finally seeing that too since this pandemic does affect everyone! Yes, do take care please! Move your body! Even if you are in a small space you can still move up and down! Keep hydrated!!! Use parts of body that you have available! Don't be afraid to be judged!!! I was! that's why I am saying it! Not saying the readeriis like this... but who knows!!! Yes at the end of the day you are with yourself 24/7!!! Be kind to yourself! Be critical to yourself! Before you judge anyone! Well! I am really talking to myself... so I better say... Be kind to myself! Be critical to myself! Before I think or act on to judge anyone! I mean.. it is very easy to judge too... so I cannot judge people or me for being judgemental a lot of the time.. in my head quite a lot... but yeah... we are only humans and also because we are humans... I think we are capable of training to judge some of the things a lot less if we put our mind and body to it!!!

Sometimes... we are sooo spoilt or a lot of the times... some of us don't realise that or some of us are not spoilt at all... I am trying to say... until maybe those things that we took sooo easily and very righteously naturally took for granted... when IF there may be some day those things do not exist anymore... then we might see even more clearly...ah....alas... yeah.... thought it was bad but wow not everything was bad...

Love,

Samin Son

Ps. One More Time!!! Let's Do Take Care!!!


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